What to do?

情绪又在作怪了...来到这里后，真的很容易陷入低潮。尤其是晚上的时候，当自己一个人的时候。人生就是充满了许许多多的矛盾。有时候真的很讨厌自己把一切都看得那么清楚那么理智。如果我不是那么理智那么冷静，或者说是无情？我可能就不用纠结于这些矛盾当中。如果我任性一点，那么我就可以肆无忌惮的表达还有放纵自己。我知道我不应该以自己心中的那把尺来衡量别人，每个人都有不同的个性和态度。如何与人相处？如何善待别人？与人的相处之道，这是你这辈子都要做的功课。可能是我太独立？可能是我太硬朗？所以有时候看不过眼别人太小孩子。自己一个人来到这里就该自己照顾好自己，就该独立，就该坚强。慢慢地长大后，就开始慢慢地看清了很多事情，也领悟了很多道理。也明白了沉默是金的真正意义。有些话真的不需要多说，尽了自己的本分就够了。有时候别人都不急，我自己又在急什么？别人自己都不在意，我又在意什么？别人自己都不管自己了，我还干嘛帮他管？有时候真心想帮助别人或关心的别人，可是其实别人未必想要你的援助。干嘛还要当个笨蛋？或许有人就是喜欢自己一个人，你又何必去扰乱呢？

“如果你太在意别人的看法，那么你的生活就像一条内裤，别人放什么屁你都得接着”

对呀~我何必做那条只会接屁的内裤？

快乐或不快乐，是自己的责任。

Stonehenge & Bath Trip

Went to Stonehenge & Bath which organized by Travel Society of my university on 26/10/2013. Sorry to say that the trip was not good, and I didn't really enjoy this trip. The schedule was really pack, and we did not have much time to enjoy ourselves during the trip. We departed on 7am and reached Stonehenge on 11.30am due to massive traffic jam. I thought the society would help us to settle our entrance tickets, but I realized we have to queue for very long and bought the tickets by our own. Somemore they only gave us 30mins to visit Stonehenge, which included the time you used to queue. I soon realized that the 15pounds we paid was only for our transportation fee. They brought us to a place, dumped us there, set a time, and back. The entrance fee for Stonehenge was 6.5pounds, and we only got 15mins -.- so once I went in, I took as many photos as I could because I want to make my ticket worth haha. After Stonehenge, we took another 1 hour++ to Bath, then they dumped us there too, and asked us to go around ourselves. We went to the famous place, Romans Bath, and the queue was very long too. The entrance fee was quite expensive (11pounds), and we queued for about 30mins to go in.

I took a lot of photos at Romans Bath too because once again I want to make my 11pounds worth haha! Romans Bath was a public bathing place on 2000 ++ years ago, and it was a natural hot spring. And, this is the place where Sam and Holiday had their first kiss in the Triumph in the Sky haha! After visited the Romans Bath, we got no time to visit other places anymore because we need to back on 4.30pm. Sigh, that's all for the trip. I wish to have more time for me to go around and take photos! Bath, perhaps next time I'll be coming again!

This week was the happiest week in UK because my parents came and I skipped class and I went to trip. But well, now back to reality to face my studies and report. And ya, winter is approaching and the sky is getting dark very early. 6pm and the sky is already dark like 8pm, and this makes me really emo and I don't know why. -.- I'm just becoming too emotional when I got here. Okayy no more emo, time for study! Be tough!

Parents are the best!

Oh yeah, parents came to visit me last Monday! I was really really excited and looking forward to see them. After my practical class, I went to rail station alone to wait for my parents. Never knew that I could be so happy and excited to see my parents until the moment I sat on the bench and waited their train to arrive. Finally 2pm, their train arrived and I met them! Mum gave me a big hug at the moment she saw me, while dad kept asking me questions like "how you get here? by bus or taxi?" "have you get use to UK?" "how was your class just now?" "what time is your class later?" hahaha i know they were just too excited to see me too. Then, I called a taxi and we went back to my house.

They brought a hand luggage and a 28 inches luggage, and surprisingly most of the things in the 28 inches luggage were all belong to me! They brought me everything I need like 3in1 milo & coffee, maggie hot cups, bak kut teh, chilies, spices and many more. Also, they brought me a microphone so that they can hear my clearly when we Skype next time, and brought me a power bank which I mentioned that my phone's battery always running out rapidly. Before they came to find me, they traveled within Europe with travel agency. So besides the things that brought Malaysia, they also bought me many famous items and food from Belgium, Switzerland, Amsterdam, Germany, Holland and etc etc. I also got few hoodies, scarfs, hats and some winter items because my mum worried those clothes I brought here are not warm enough for winter. I really feel so touch to see them bring me tons of things just to make sure I can live comfortably here.

They stayed here for 4days 3nights. I was only managed to bring them to my university, city centre and Beeston town because we didn't have much time. They like my university very much, and I can tell that they really feel so happy to send me here.

We went to city centre everyday because mum wanted to shopping and prepare some winter clothes and coats for me. I am a happy kid when they are around me. To be honest, I never been to any restaurants (except fast food) at city centre to have my breakfast/lunch/dinner because the prices normally are very expensive. These few days, finally I got to try western food here because of them hehehe. Those restaurants we went were all nice, in terms of environment and food. Besides eating nice food, i did lots of shopping with mum and finally I don't need to worry about winter!

I'm really glad to have them in these few days. With them, I don't need to worry anything because they always try their best to make sure I'm okay. Thank you for everything dad & mum, I will try my best to work on my studies and I'll take good care of myself here. I love you.♥