Monday, September 30, 2013

the first class

来了两个星期,终于今天上课啦!
在上课前一直都很紧张,
因为我们5个来自Malaysia的交换生
都被分去不同的组别了,甚至不同时间。
我的课是在早上9点,
我8点20分就从家里出发了,
到了课室,8点35分。
整个电脑室只有我一个人,还有lecturer

跟他打了个招呼,我就找个位子坐了下来。
然后,我就做了一连串很蠢的事情...

话说,整个电脑室里的电脑都是Apple的。
而我,从来都没有用过Apple 的电脑。
一坐下去的时候,心里紧张了一下。
心里在想着,"SHIT! 我要怎么样开电脑!" =.='''
因为真的不知道要怎么样开,
所以我就很白痴的...用手机google: "how to switch on Mac"
如果有人在我旁边,我看我一定被人笑死了。
幸好我很早到,只有我自己一个人。

开到电脑后,就要用自己的username log in,
电脑很不争气的,log in 不到
我只好举手,问问那个assistant.
终于log in到了,就开始上课了。

老师讲解完后,就叫我们自己download moodle里的file,
然后完成那个experiment.
我的电脑又很不争气的,
开不到experiment files.
结果连assistant也没办法搞定,
我就用我隔壁同学的电脑完成。
那个assistant应该会在想,为什么这个学生麻烦那么多...

还有!在Malaysia,我们的experiment都是用E-Prime的,
但是在这里,用来design experiment的software叫 Psycho Py. *如果没记错的话*
我很惊讶,因为我以为我们都是用一样的!
所以,我又不会用新的软件啦 =.='''
但是今天我不能做什么,
只好等有空的时候,自己去电脑室慢慢研究吧...

整个过程我都很难专心,因为我知道等老师讲完后
我们就要开始分组讨论要怎么样design experiment了
又是紧张的时刻!我该找谁跟我同组?
我身边全都是外国人...
后来到了分组时间,可以说很幸运的,
我和另外4个外国女生同一组。

后来就要开始讨论该选哪个experiment,怎么design,用什么stimulus,experiment的hypothesis是什么......
很不争气的,完全插不上嘴。
只有他们在讨论,而我完全不知道可以说什么。
他们应该会不喜欢我吧?还是可能心里在想,怎么会找到一个那么差的partner.
好不容易熬到了下课,我终于松了一口气。

走着回家的路上,心情很失落。
走着走着,我就走到了湖边。
然后沿着湖边走,散散心,拍拍照。


School of Psychology



lakeside是开放的,所以都会看到一家大小在这里散步,喂鸭子



走着走着,我就走到了大学的Main Entrance.


今天风很大,所以很冷。
拍完了照,我就自己走路回家。
一边走路,一边想着
该怎么改变自己,踏出自己的comfort zone
我很不善于group discussion,尤其是跟陌生人。
而且今天的topic完全就是自己不会的,所以才会完全插不上嘴。

我知道现在不是消极的时候,
来到这里就应该逼自己进步...
我会努力的!

我真的好想念我Malaysia的coursemates...
YIN YIN & YONG LIN 真希望我的practical是我们一起讨论一起完成 :(

没办法了,只好努力一点...
把刚才上的课搞得清清楚楚,尽快赶上进度。

对了,今天是9月30号!
Happy Birthday to my Babe Boy 
今年没办法陪你过生日,知道你很难过...
你要努力,我也会在这里努力。
真的好想你...


来英国前的最后一张合照

我们要一起加油哦!:)


外国的人事物再美,也比不上自己国家的温暖。


Saturday, September 28, 2013

Happenings on the 1st & 2nd week

After I arrived Nottingham,
The 1st place I went to was a town called Beeston.
Beeston is a town which is near to us, and there's a Tesco Extra there, which opens 24 hours.
When I first arrived at Nottingham, the weather was quite windy and cold.
But still have to go Tesco at night because we needed duvet and pillow to sleep.
So, we went to Tesco by bus at 11.30pm and reached home at 1am ++
I was extremely tired. I slept around 3 hours before I went to airport, and I didn't really sleep on the 13 hours flight!
But one good thing was, I didn't experience any jet lag because I was too tired haha!

The next day, with guides of friends' friends, we went to the Nottingham City Centre.
I was in love with this city. The architectures were old styles but very beautiful.
There are quite a lot of shop which we are familiar with,
for example, Zara, H&M, Dorothy Perkins, Mark & Spencer...
There's a shop called Primark which sells cheaper clothes,
and I bought a sweater, a coat and a hoodies which costed me 41 pounds.
If you convert into ringgit (rm200++), of cause they sound expensive.
But trust me, you can never buy these with rm200 in Malaysia!
I didn't really take lots of photos of Nottingham City Centre because I was busy shopping :p

Few days later, we have to go to uni for the welcome program.
Several activities like open bank account, collection of ID card, registration were done in these few days.
During the welcome program, uni provided each of us free accommodation and free breakfast & dinner.
So, as a typical malaysian, we went back to uni these 3 days just for free meals haha!

The uni is really big and beautiful. 
And the main building of UK university campus is quite similar with the Malaysia campus.
When you enter the main entrance of the uni, you will see a huge lake and after that is the university trent building.

here's the Nottingham Trent Building 

university lake

The campus is really big, but you won't feel tired when you are walking around.
Probably is because of the weather is always windy.

I thought we'll be having class on 23rd Sept, but after that we were told that our class will be starting on 30th.
The whole week will be the uni Fresher Week,
Many events are going in this week, one of the biggest event is the Clubs & Societies Fair.
There're really many clubs & societies in UK campus,
They even built a big tents for this fair.


When you entered the fair, you'll be given a "shopping card"
If you are interested in joining a club, then the member will place a sticker with a bar code on it, on your shopping card.



After you done your "shopping" in the fair, just go to the counter and give them your shopping card and student ID
They will scan the bar code, then pay the member fee, and you already registered as a member of the club/society.
I've joined Malaysian Society, Psychology Society, Travel Society and UNICEF.

On Tuesday, we went back to uni to meet our tutor.
My tutor is quite nice and friendly, and luckily I'm in the same group with Jacelyn & Simon!
My first class will be on Monday, and I have to go to class alone on Monday.
Because the school has separated all the exchange students into different group, even the time is different too!
So, I'll be going to my first class in UK alone at 9am.
Oh gosh, I'm so nervous. Hopefully my coursemates are nice, friendly and helpful!

On the 2nd week, I actually spent most of my time at home,
I know it was a good timing to go around Nottingham and visit places.
But I can't really find kaki to go and I'm still not familiar with the transportation system.
And, I'm sick these few days, homesick is getting really serious when you are sick. T.T

Alright, don't know what should I write anymore so I guess I'll just stop here.
Hopefully everything will be fine.

I REALLY MISS MALAYSIA A LOT!!!

I'll be strong, I promise.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Greeting from U.K

到了英国已经有1个星期了
是时候要把在这里的点点滴滴几下来咯
我只可以在这里待一年
所以一直告诉自己要勤劳一点
把这里发生的点点滴滴记载下来
以后可以慢慢回忆

来到这里,发生了很多的第一次
第一次 在没有家人陪同下自己乘搭飞机
第一次 离开住了20年的家
第一次 自己独自去到那么远的地方
第一次 在道别时哭花了脸

一直告诉自己 是时候长大了
我是时候要独立了
离开了家人 朋友 一切一切熟悉的人和环境
来到了那么遥远的的地方

坐了13个小时的飞机真的很累
屁股快扁了
可是飞机餐很好吃
电影也是最新的
我在飞机上看了The Internship & After Earth

到了伦敦,是当地时间的傍晚5点多吧
到了Nottingham 已经晚上差不多9点了
搬好了行李进自己的房间
发现一切一切都好不习惯
不过我一直告诉自己
要坚强一些 慢慢就会习惯了

来到这里的前几天真的好累好累
去买了好多必需品
也去了Nottingham City Centre
买了便宜又好看的衣服
原来shopping真的会让心情变好!哈哈

来到这里我发现
我一直都在走路
不过幸好这里的天气都凉凉的
所以就算一直走路
也不会很辛苦
还有这里的人都好有礼貌
很友善也很乐于助人
一直很尽量的让自己不要成为typical malaysian

这几天的生活其实都蛮充实
白天都在走来走去
去买日常用品及买衣服

不过到了晚上就惨了
尤其是自己在房间的时候
情绪就全部涌上来了
通常这时候泪水也会一起涌出来

好吧...我会渐渐习惯的
下一篇会尽量介绍一下自己生活周遭的事物及地方

我会加油的!
:)